I can’t believe you’re gone. I can’t believe you died today. I can’t imagine going home and not seeing your smiling face. My sister, my partner in crime, my best friend is gone. I don’t know how my family will get through this… I can’t get out of bed, I can’t eat, I can’t do anything…. I’ve been sitting in bed doing nothing but staring at the ceiling or sleeping.. I’m so tired, like following you in my dreams is my only hope.
I don’t know how my brother is so strong, because I have never felt more weak.